PROLOGUE & CHARACTERS
THIS BOOK IS AGE GAP FORBIDDEN ROMANCE, DO NO READ IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE!
My life was fun. I thought I was enjoying my life peacefully. But as soon as my school finished, my father sent me for my higher studies to my uncle, who was very rude and looked scary.
I thought I would never be able to stay there because he is very strict and cold. At first it was very hard for me but slowly I felt I could stay here, ignoring him.
I wasn’t aware if I was ignoring him because I didn’t like him but then I realized I was having feelings for him.
This was wrong. An absurd feeling. A forbidden feeling that I want to take out of my head. But it was not easy.
What will he think of me if he gets to know about my feelings and most importantly what will happen if I can’t move on from him?
I have to leave him. I have to take him out of my mind. These feelings will ruin me and my life. Because I’m aware of its consequences. Because he was much older than me. We can never be one. Never.
But I don’t know how he came to know about my feelings and stopped me.
“Don’t run away! Just try not to think about me! Okay?” How easily he said that but it was not that easy.
I tried. I tried but that’s enough. I couldn’t resist the touch. A Touch of Sin.
I kissed him.
He kissed me back.
We kissed.
And I didn’t regret what I was thinking. It was more than a good feeling. Forgetting about everything, I started growing more feelings for him. But everything shattered when he said.
“I’m just trying to make you realize that you don’t love me. You’re just attracted to me! I know we did and I didn’t stop myself but now I think you can get over this!” I silently heard him. He can’t be serious right now!
“You will forget me. You will get over this desire! It’s not love. It’s just a dangerous and endless desire!”
“Taehyung⸺”
“You heard it. This desire will end us. And I want to end everything between us. It’s enough! It’s over now!” He said and I don’t know how to reply to him.
“Why are you doing this? You are not like this! You’re lying! You l⸺love me!” I stuttered, feeling hurt by his words! What happened so suddenly. He didn’t say anything when all of that happened between us then why now?
“I can’t love you! I can’t! And I can’t give you what you want!” He said and I shook my head.
“And I don’t want anything except you! If not you then no one, Taehyung! I will never be able to feel anything for anyone else what I feel for you!” I said and he looked away like he didn’t want to look at me.
“You have to forget everything. It was my mistake that I let you grow feelings toward me. But not anymore!” A tear rolled down from my eyes and I asked.
“But why?”
“Because there is a huge age gap between us. Fucking 15 years!” He shouted, making silence fall between us.
“It doesn’t matter to me!” I whispered but he heard it and immediately turned around.
“But it does matter for me. Your father will not let you do this. This society will never accept this kind of love!” He said, trying to make me understand.
“Then I don’t want to live in such a society where I can’t live with the person I love!” I said desperately because for me, it’s him or no one.
“Forget me! It’s not that hard!” He said gritting his teeth.
“No. It’s very hard. Please don’t leave me. I’ll die without you!” I begged as more tears fell from my eyes.
“Stop it! Now, listen to me! I can’t give you what you want from me.”
“Why are you saying this? Or maybe⸺you’re not satisfied with me!” I said, feeling insecure, that a mature man like him wouldn’t want a girl like me when he could have any woman. He shook his head and cupped my cheeks.
“No, it’s not like that! You’re everything a man can desire. But I’m not the one you deserve. You deserve someone who can give you everything you deserve!” He said calmly and I held his wrists not wanting him to leave me even for a second.
“If that man can give me everything then I don’t need ‘everything’! I want you! I just want you!” I placed my hand on his chest feeling his heartbeat. He harshly removed my hand from his chest.
“Why can’t you fucking understand that I can’t⸺” He stop and for the first time he pushed me.
“Get lost. I don’t wanna talk to a stubborn girl like you! I don’t want to see you!” His words felt like a knife to my broken heart.
“You don’t want to see me?” I asked bitterly and he didn’t reply.
“You told me that I don’t deserve you! Okay! But I can’t stop my feelings! If you aren’t ready to accept me. Then that’s okay! If⸺If I don’t deserve you then I don’t think I deserve to live either!”
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CHARACTERS
• 20 years old
• A college student
• 35 years old
• A
divorcé
ANIYA & TAEHYUNG
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